okay, ... forgive me for making you all wait and despair, I know there are better things to do than to read another rant journal from one of your hysterical friends.

By abode everything this makes me terrible embarrassed because it usually bother me to see how is that people make storms of their little problems.

and that is what I have right now, little problems, only that they just decided to come all together and have a party to torment me this day… and yesterday, but oh well….

problem number 1) I'm still sick, and it bothers me terribly because I feel like a failure, because normally my treatments for respiratory problems usually beats the bacteria in 3 day, and then the patient is all happy,….. but I have been sick for almost 8 days now, and I have seen a big improvement in my health, but its still not enough and I’m just so tired of me…. Arrgh, this fucking bug is mocking me.

I just started with a new medication hoping that the problem will die eventually. 3 more days and lets see what happens.

problem number 2) I wont explain this one too deeply because it cause me a mayor headache and it has a lot of terminology of the hospital to talk about… so to make it short: Yesterday morning after work I got multiple phone calls from the hospital asking me to return to see a patient, they kept calling and calling till I finally arrive to the hospital, but that was in vain because the patient got lose, …. So they made me wait till they could find her, so I waited till I couldn’t take it anymore and went home (I didn’t have time to sleep and recover from work from that night) and then just in time to go for my second job they called again, telling that the patient was there with them, I had to refuse to go to the hospital but told them to date the patient to see me the next day at 9am…. Okay, and this morning at 8:40am they started calling me again telling me that the patient was there and anxious to see me. (OMFG! I HATE THEM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!)

problem number 3) someone stole the battery from my sister’s car. It is not my problem but still bothers me.

my sweet big sister does not deserve this things to happen to her. Poor baby.

problem number 4) I could lose my second job. Yes, the one I got a few week ago. Why? Because it’s a job I got by sharing it with a friend (Karina), and if one of use left the job, the other one has to go too. And it looks like my friend is going to quit, all because of her family.

And this causes me some anger, because I really hate her family, for what they do to her, they always do the same to her, in a way or another… the cause in fact would be one of her holder sister (the oldest one) and her mother, who always seconds what her oldest daugther says.


My friend's mother suffers from a herniated disk and will be subject to surgery soon, so Karina’s family is asking her to quit her job so she can stay at home and take care of her mother, and what bothers me here is that her oldest sister could do that, because she doesn’t work and only have to take care her two children, and doesn’t even do that, because its Karina or her mother the onces that always babysit them…. Don’t ask me if the woman has other activities, I don’t know, I know know that she is married, has two children and is still living with her parents…. I really really don’t understand that woman.

And it makes me so angry to thing that karina and I may lose that job.


*sigh* ah ok, that was it .... World, this is the best momento to make it laught or show me something nice and cute, I really need it.

Or needed it. Because I was talking with my co-worker (Dr. J-lock) and that helped me a lot…. That and the analgesic iv that I got 30 mins ago. *Lol*. I love my drugs.


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right now I'm just so angry with life, I am sad and angry, and there is this fucking headache the right part of my cranium that I just hope don't dare turn into a migraine this night because I have to work.

okay, Im exagerating things, I wont get a migraine,thank godness I havent have one from long ago, ... just strong headaches....

stupid things have happen today and yesterday.

I will tell you later what happened.
really, they just minuscule thing, but ... aargh!

just let me take an aspirin and calm down.